No smoking

[mukulrawat]

Ok so after a lot of thought and all i finally decided to quit smoking today. Well i have tried and failed before, but this time i am very sure of quitting forever. I would like to pen my thoughts and feelings about this over here. Maybe just writing it all over may give me the motivation to go on. For someone who does not smokes regularly it may not feel like a big thing. Or maybe he just does not cares but i guess its just about you. It does not takes some courage or something, it is not a brave thing. I guess its just about taking control over your life again. I think i was a slave to cigarettes. There were a lot of things i did because of them. The walks after the class to shops outside the college to get them or going out every time after dinner to get one.

This may be sounding a lot stupid to the someone who might be reading this page. But this is how it is. The page will contain a lot of stupid things and i will try to make edits to this post as often as i can. This is just to keep me busy when i am not doing something, when i am taking a break from studies or maybe whenever i just want to type. Maybe just to practice my typing skills. I generally used to smoke one when i was not doing anything, when i was bored. So just have to keep myself busy. Few days and then it will be normal again.

Will post more later

So its the third day now. According to so many websites on how to quit smoking this is like the most important day, as it is the toughest. The day is going on pretty fine. Since quitting i have been eating a lot, so with no exercises i am going to gain some more weight. I guess i can take that, it may be much easier to lose weight than to quit. I have been taking in a lot of fruit juices and all. Saved a lot of money too. :-)

Another day goes without a smoke. I am pretty happy with this. Don't feel much urge to smoke except few times. Have been eating a lot, mostly a lot of icecreams, should be expecting a big mess bill this month.

Not much to add more to this post, have not smoked for 5 days now, neither do i feel the urge to smoke anymore.